There are things I want to say. There are things I want to do.

There will be a time for everything. There will be a place for everything.

Hello Kitty, A year in the Jetta

It's winter
the frost burns my nose
just like it did last night
cutting lines with a razor on an old children's book
"this is the good stuff"
fifteen bucks a bag
scraping change and exchanging it at the bank
hey mom, miley calm down
take a sip, it'll ease your stomach
mint green paint fumes
and i'm gonna be sick
your car has that smell
the one that makes me feel invincible. reckless. free.


it's spring
smoke fills the car
nyquil soma menthol
relaxrelaxrelax
addy treadmill nicotine
repeatrepeatrepeat

it's summer
it's ending
don't let it stop
i need to be free
i need to be here
i'm going going gone

it's autumn,
it's over

my eyes were closed the second it started
but somehow i know The Doors was the best movie i'll never see

The light from the east coast

we will all grow older, but with you here I'll die slower

Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?

I don't love him.




Winter just wasn't my season
And he ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year

I've been hearing about you, All about your disapproval

Are you out there?
Can you hear me?
Can I call you?
Do you still hate me?
Are we talking?
Or are we fighting?
Is it over?
Are we writing?

I guess I'm just down

I guess I'll be honest I could use you around

True affection sinks like a stone

All I want is my baby
in my arms
for the rest of my life


the only thing I want
Is to walk out of musical one day
exhausted as shit
and have my baby sitting there
on his bike
that's it

and i would be completely satisfied

An angel got his wings and we'll hold our heads up

We’d all be lucky to have a love like that in a lifetime.

Rest in Peace, Justin Smith.

The sandy-haired son of hollywood, lost his faith in all that's good

I'll take my clothes off, and it will be shameless
Cause everyone knows that's how you get famous

You turned to me and said,

"i'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent."

Hallelujah was a Hoodrat

They wrote her name in magic marks. On stop signs and subway cars.

They've got a mural up on east thirteenth it says

"Hallelujah Rest in Peace"

So, Marry me, John

Marry me, John.



I'll be so good to you

New Beginnings

Don't feel so new

Or maybe they do

Shit Happens

How could you forget your yellow bird?

i used to feel so safe in your arms, in your eyes
i was so happy
i don't know how to deal with this
good day goodbye sunshine

don't forget your yellow bird.



Can you take me back to the person i used to be?
back when you were there for me.
i know it seems like forever
but do me this favor please.

It's a pity

It's a crying shame.

He pulled you down again

How painful it must be

To bruise so easily

Inside

It's a pity, it's a downright crime

It happens all the time

You wanna stay little daddy's girl

You wanna hide from the viscous world...

Outside

Don't cry, you know the tears will do no good

So dry your eyes

Your daddy, he's the iron man

Battle ship wrecked on dry land

Your mamma, she's a bitter bride

She'll never be satisfied

You know, and that's not right

But don't cry

You know the tears will do no good

So dry your eyes

They told you life is hard

Misery from the start, it's dull

It's slow, it's painful

But I tell you life is sweet

In spite of the misery

There's so much more, be grateful

Well, who do you believe

Who will you listen to, who will it be

Because it's high time that you decide

In your own mind

I've tried to comfort you

I tried to tell you to be patient

That they are blind and they can't see

Fortune gonna come one day

It all gonna fade away

Your daddy the war machine

And your momma the long and suffering

Prisoner of what she can not see

For they told you life is hard

Misery from the start, it's dull,

It's slow, it's painful

But I tell you life is sweet

In spite of the misery

There's so much more, be grateful

So who will you believe

Who will you listen to

Who will it be

Because it's high time that you decide

It's time to make up your own

Your own state of mind

They told you life is long

Be thankful when it's done

Don't ask for more, be grateful

But I tell you life is short

Be thankful, because before you know it

It will be over

Because life is sweet

Life is all so very short

Life is sweet

And life is all so very short

Life is sweet

Life is sweet

damn near four years

This is who I am

I know all my friends...




I don't want to know anything more about your past.
I'm not into talking
I'd rather just hold hands.
Let's just enjoy this summer together.
help me through.
i promise i'll help you change your decietful ways.

adrienne, i thought i knew you.

today was the worst/best day ever.



i would really appreciate working tuesdays thursdays and sundays more often, please.

Training mix

aka fight mix.

Vawn - Lemme See Dat
Brooke Valentine - Girlfight Remix
Hit The Lights- Bodybag
Dropkick Murphys - Walk Away
Rick Ross - Hustlin
Drowning Pool- Bodies
Lil Wayne - Stuntin like my daddy
Eminem ft xzibit - Say My Name
Rick Ross - The Boss
Death From Above 1979 - Turn it out
Lil Wayne - Duffelbag Boy

do you think it's weird

that, as i'm rereading twilight,
the second it starts to snow in the book
i look up and it's snowing outside?


i do.

10,000 leagues

beneath the sea


fucking
finally.
distraction.