Can you take me back to the person i used to be?

when you were there for me.
I know it seems like forever
but do me this favor please.


my best friends came to pick me up from school today
cute surprise
then liz gave me her closet.
hahaha pretty awesome
i'm going to go shower
then tonight's schedule looks like so:
4-5 finding canned goods with hannah
5-6:30 watching sound of music with Joe
6:30-7 getting ready
7-9:30 halloween dance with diana and joe joe.

can i kick it?

yes you can.


other than my recent obsession with with tribe called quest
hung out with mcmanaway today.
we talked about good stuff, it was nice
she told me i'd be perfect with a generally short person
whose face is so good i could deal with him being the same height as me.
so hopefully thanksgiving will make that happen.
i hear poolhouse?

going to see BRIGHTEN TONIGHTTTTTTTT
<33333333333
i can't believe i missed them last week


yay second chances
with cute boys.
and my best friendddddddddddddddddddd

yayayyayayayayayayay

i can smell your breath
and it smells like money

and i will dwell in the house of the lord

forever.


not like i'm crazy religious, but i love that song so much
we sang it frosh year, and now listening to it again i remember why it struck me as so good
it has nothing about COME TO OUR CHURCH OR GO TO HELL
the lord is my shepherd.

and maybe i have god or just good luck
but despite some downsies
my life is pretty awesome.

patience is a virtue but i'm not very virtuous
but maybe i can deal.
also a good jumping would speed things along.

I'm a little upset that maya seems to be the only person in my life not lying to me
but i think the last 4 years have made me so used to it, that it only bothers me slightly
also
i wish i could stop relating my life to songs, it's obnoxious.

bcreeps creeps me out a lot
i mean, really singing hey baby to me?
when i'm with my friends?
when you would break my scale?
and you're like 12 years old
albeit you have pretty eyes.
but that doesn't even close to make up for your bad grammar


my favorite teacher thinks i hate him
maybe i'm a condescending bitch? who knows.
that's what i've heard

speaking of things i'm good at
choir concert tonight at 7:30
be thurrrrrr

and i'll finish it with my new obsession song

The Secret Handshake - Coastal Cities

This is easy as lovers go

So don't complicate it by hesitating.



the past 3 years and especially last 3 weeks are all leading up to one day
fuck my life if this isn't goood.

v is for victory.

Is that what you call tact?

you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back

so let's end this call and end this conversation.


I'm glad you know how to make a bad situation worse.
I'm glad you haven't forgotten your old talents that you told me you had changed
I'm glad i broke my promise to myself, about never letting you into my life again.
I'm glad you know how to ruin everything i enjoy, really.
I've never been happier to call you my best friend.

I'm dressed all in blue

And remembering you.



Rhett Miller- Come Around
Old 97's -
Morningwood - Hold on to hope
Jareem Kay - Have It All
Buzzocks - Ever Fallen in love with someone