Sunday, September 28, 2008

If you'll be my star, I'll be your sky

I live to let you shine.


i love you lucky seven.
i miss you more than summer
and i miss summer a whole fucking lot.

it was nice to see you all if only for a few minutes.
and even if we couldn't see tay's face :/

so yeah.
you're offic my brat pack.
and i'll see you all in the spring!!!!!

If you need directions

I'll be your guide.
For all time.

Today was good
yesterday was decent
hopefully it keeps getting better.

i miss the fam

i love my two options.
and i also love how maya will be the only one to understand that.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

everyone's caught onto everything you do.

Dear "friends"

I'm not sure if it's just Hershey or maybe there's a huge backstabbing disease running wild around the country, But the last time i checked, talking shit on someone to their friends when they're not there to say a word in their own defense is called backstabbing, and i'm pretty sure it used to be classified as the worst thing you could do to your friends. The worst part is that you think it's okay to just make snide comments about people you say you care about. that's not how real relationships work, sorry, welcome to the real world.

You think I'm a bad influence? tell me to my face, please. alright, maybe i've had a not so perfect record, maybe i make a few bad decisions, but 1. you don't even know me well enough to judge those decisions and 2. I'm absolutely sure you've never seen me pressure anyone to do anything, because i've never done it.

I'm not asking to be a role model, and It's high school, my friends aren't looking up to me as a role model, so i seriously have no clue why you're so worried about it. she's a big girl, she can make her own decisions, and i'm not pressuring my life style onto her, in fact i wouldn't recommend it to anyone i care about, but this is how i deal with things in my past.

you think she shouldn't be friends with me because i'm a bad person?
how about you stop pretending to be my friends too.


If it makes you less sad

I will die by your hand


possibly meeting michelle obama face to face tomorrow
if i can weasel my way out of this marching band phillies game shit.

then on saturday going to a black tie event with barak, michelle, and biden
to name a few.
free of charge, wow.

oh my god.
i am SIKED

Sunday, September 21, 2008

our fists in the air

fighting the good fight.

only being able to see my best friends on sundays is the worst feeling in the entire world.

i love them more than anything

i like the kids at my new school.
i have a bunch of really good friends.

but honestly nothing can replace my brat pack.

ALSO my hc date decides to have his sister's wedding on the same day
and is driving back from jersey
aka probs missing pictures and dinner
which is the whole point of having a date


i would rather be going 190 on back roads
then being with someone bitching about going 15 over.
i am extremely competitive.

kiss mine.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

lose another day here, lose another week here

Doesn't matter, I'm with you.

thumbs up.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

now it's done

watch it go.


so yeah.
bff maya.
pumpers etc.
make my life okay.
super thanks.

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

If I die before I wake

At least in heaven i can skate

oh? so we're deciding to go downhill now are we?

i'm really stressed
and i wish boys could act like boys
and keep their fucking mouths shut.
i think that's one of my biggest pet peeves.
boys who gossip.

honestly, shut up.

Thursday, September 4, 2008

Tonight will be the night that i will fall for you

over again.


i don't have to send you that whole list
i've narrowed it down to one lucky winner.

but i expect your letter quite soon.

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Step by step. ooh baby

gotta get to you girrrrlll

so AKEN = <3

plan is in progress.
this will happen.

also akenmw is the best fieldtrip group ever.

yes. :]